Thought's of you

The thoughts race in my head

Laying alone in this bed

Hoping for the day you come back 

Wishing I could have one more chance

Emotions run extremely high

I tell myself lie's that I'll be ok 

But inside my heart I know I am damaged

I walk the streets as a ghost

As I am not even alive 

I dream of you each night

To wake up and see your still not here

Each day is hard 

Each day becomes longer

Each day the hole in my heart grows bigger

Each day I don't wake up from my dreams 

It's the only time I am at peace

The awful thoughts in my head

The awful life I live without you

Since the day you left