Through our eyes.....

I go wild for someone like u

Your energy inspires me

I knew that there was a reason

Why I just couldn't get over u

I tried

And I cried

I even did the unthinkable just to not think of u but for some reason god wouldn't let me

Get u off my mind

And now I know y.

I've been praying for a friend

Not just any friend a guy like u

Someone whos more than wht everyone else sees

The guy who doesnt give up on his dreams

The one who motivates me with out

Even knowing

Tells me that life is not all controlling

U make me feel like I really wanna try

Like I should trust this reason why

I cant get u outta my mind.

I draw a blank sometimes because I'm not sure if I'm worth the time

It takes to get to know u

The way I want to

Seems like we both have the same issues

But on different levels

Yet I don't know u

And u wont know me to after

I do wht I always dowhen one door closes on my heart

It stays shut

I'm ice cold hiding wht makes me ruthless behide

A front

U see this smile on my face

It's like a waste.

And they complement me

O she's so pretty but only to the eyes they see

My beauty is not skin deep

Yet insecurity gets the best of me and I hide my soul

Behide a sheet of make up,whts new and whts old, and stupidity.

My religion keeps me grounded

And gods the only one who can judge me

I believe in his mercy

And his grace

Because hes the only one who will make someone

Wise enough to see this face

The beautiful, wise, intelligent, creative me that's just going through a phase.

I just want to really be seen by one who understands, one who'll work with me hand in hand

And will teach me

How to connect with his gental soul

On a level higher then my own...