Through The Storm

Even when it's hard I fight

Even through the storm I stand

Even with pain in my heart , fear in my eyes 

Even with the tears , the cries.

Im still their through it all .

Even when I feel lonely , sad , hurt , pain , fear 

I'm still here through it all

Depression , anxiety , sad days , raning days 

Through the up's and down's , the fall outs , the break ups 

The pain , the begging for attention, the asking for time 

Even through it all when you needed a wipe , you had my shoulder .

When you needed a left , I gave you strength

When you wanted to fold , I gave you hope .

When you wanted to quit , I gave you courage .
When you wanted to die , I gave you a reason to live . 
Even through I held you down the best I can I did my all I try my best .

Even through it all you made it clear I wasn't enough ..

Yes you gave me gifts , all the time , you made clear that's the only thing that matter ..

Even through it all , I'm still trying to fix a broken soul .

Even while I was rebuilding myself ...

I open myself knowing the outcome knowing the pain .

Even through it all , I never left , I never gave up fighting different battles everyday ...

All I did was try to show you different but nothing I did was okay ..

Everytime I talked you claim I'm toxic ...

Everytime I ask you yell.. 

But even through it all I'm still here