TILL DEATH DO US PART.

Hey...its being a while. I tried to reach you a couple of times. I texted, I passed by your old place, I called, but you never respond. I just want to know: Do you miss me? Do you still think of me? Or am I just another memory you're trying to forget? You see, I too try to forget, but you keep sneaking back through the cracks in the wall I built. Sorry I tried to forget you. I cut myself at night and watch me bleed for letting you leave. I replaced all the mirrors on my wall with pictures of you,cause......who's me without you. I go to sleep with all the doors open and all the lights on, just in case you want to check up on me while I sleep. And yes I sleep at night now.....I bought a mannequin,dressed her in your clothes, lay her by my side and coddle my way to sleep. I've cut off all my friends. They don't understand,all they do is tell me to forget you and move on. One called you a bitch, I almost slit his throat but the thought of someone finding out and me going to jail,which means I'll never see you again. You told me you loved my puppy eyes, I took extra care of them,go out with dark shades now so no girl can look at them the way you do. I saw a picture of you holding a guy, Forgive me for the evil I thought...I wanted to crawl into my screen, Run my hand slowly through the delicate curve of your neck. And squeeze,slowly increasing the pressure and watch those fascinating eyes of yours dim out, as you run out of breath... And I would have, if I could get to you.. I saw you in my dream again, this time I tried hanging myself, but you ran into the room and put the chair back under my feet...that's how I know you still think of me. I hope to find you someday..I have a gift for you. A knife and a ring, you get to choose, cause either way... TILL DEATH DO US PART.