Tired .

Tired of feeling unhappy

Tired of hating myself

Tired of listening to opinions and hearing that i'm not good enough for society

Tired of wanting an escape

Tired of smoking my lungs away

Tired of never feeling smart enough, so I kill my brain cells

by drinking myself to death

I can hardly see my breath

I'm so tired I can't feel the cold air on my chest

I don't want to be abused or emotionally drained

I just want to die and leave myself behind

Letting go of my worries before my eyes get more blurry

I want to love myself and stop feeling so tired of people trying to love me