Tired

I am tired of everything.

Tired of trying to fit in.

Tired of being there for people.

Tired of not being good enough.

Tired,

Of always being happy.

Of not being able to breathe.

Of having to walk on thin ice.

Of being with a girl who doesn't even like me.

Tired,

Of being here.

Of being what people want me to be.

Of feeling so breathless.

Of being under the surface.

Most of all

I’m just tired of just being tired.

Tired of everything.

Tired of the empty feeling in my chest.

• -dev ChaZelL