tired

I am tired,

tired of being an option,

to those whom I have loved.

I am tired,

tired of being 'no one',

to those whom I deeply cared for.

I am tired,

tired of being there for you,

but you were never there for me.

I am sick and tired

with all of you taking me for granted

for all I did,

was to give you all a favor

was I a bad friend to you?

for treating me like a piece of trash?

for making me feel like-

no one would care for me,

or even love me?

I am tired,

of all the things that you have done

to make me feel worthless.

but I will assure you,

I am not worthless

I am worthy of being loved,

worthy of being cared for,

worthy of everything.

maybe all I have to do is rest,

for I am tired.

maybe tomorrow,

just maybe,

everything will change,

and everything would not be the same anymore.