Tired

I am Tired

Tired when I go to bed

Tired when I wake up

Tired when I go to school

Tired when I talk about my future

What happened to the time when 

I felt excited

I felt eager

I felt happy

I felt alive

I'm tired of being Tired

I want to feel again

I want to read again

I want to sing happy songs again

I want to feel happy again

I hate what goes through me now

I don't want to feel burdened

I don't want to feel like a burden

I don't want to feel distant

I don't want to feel sadness anymore

So, can someone help me?

Help me love myself?

Help me discover a meaning?

Help me find solace?

Help me live again?