Tired

This is not a regular poem....it more of how I feel at this moment....school and life issue the most stressful thing that in my life but, I made to where I'm graduating in the spring. I work hard but, I barely getting by without transportation or so far a place to really stay......but I know I'm graduating! I got student loans that I really do not know how I am going to pay them but, I'm graduating! If on graduating then why am I so sad?