Tired Of Porn

I guess you are even playing the fool See I got addicted to porn at age 12 is that not sucide. I got exposed to the internet at a very tender age, I could remember how those nude pictures downloaded therselfs on my computer screen penetrating deep down my soul like a double-edge sword at first I thought it was a normal feeling not knowing it could me my life. see every familiar person every familiar place every familiar thing just reminds me of another porn scene. I now live under my bed spread hoping to get out someday but the more I do the more my thoughts are been corrupted. I can even face my self because clearly my life is a symbol of a failed youth. Porn gave me a quick satifaction but what did I get in exchange instead of fun I became a junk where the vices of the internet spam has been thrown