Today she said NO!, well just no.

Today she said no.

I'm kinda sad because now i don't know.

Now i regret asking her because it's going to be awkward.

Atleast for me.

No is no, but it hurts like i have no soul.

There was a clump in my throat when i asked her.

There was a clump in my heart right after.

I didn't know what to say, so i slowly walk away.

I should have said something, but there was nothng.

Today is nothing.

I should move on and ask someone else but it killed me.

So if you want to ask me, go ahead because i'm pretty sure you'll heal me.

As long as you're not a shitty person.

Today she said no.

So i'll go lay down for now and think about that mistake.

At least not much was at stake.