A token of love

Still on my mind I tell my soul to be still be quite but the silence is so loud coming up on are anniversary they day we met and the day we connected and it's still fresh on my mind I can't deny I love you still even if we can't be an I still tryin find where we went wrong it a love tragedy and it fucking hurts yea am I okay yea I'm doing great yea but thier apart of my soul that's missing an won't be the same I can't accepted that this is where we end I can't accept that we ain't even homie no more like where the fuck what happend to my best friend it's like I can't even hit you up because you put your wall up an you let me go while still holding my soul and all I can do is hope your doing well you seem to not be fazed I knew you didn't need me but I guess wishful thinking that I ment more to you then all the other I know I ment something it's so hard to ignore but it's just something want right I could put my finger on it I couldn't open my mouth to speak the words hung empty between you and me two mistake don't make a right I finally grasp the meaning because I learn from you an I ain't move on but I lean to live with the pain appreciate all the love we creat I learn to just live life an love whole heartly and care for the one that are their for me even if it's not you an even sometime ture love isn't always happy an love come in all form sex love pain love I get you deep love stability love security love I got you no matter what a really mean it love they all fell different but it's all love you can love but not all love is happy love but it still love an you still love even if it's from a distance I wish you well I still pray for your health I pray for you sanity and that you know I love you deep deep even if I ain't with you physically my soul rest with you these are the thing I wish to say but I gotta love you from a far for my own mental health cause how deep is your love if when I came you pull away we all make mistake but some we can't change and the out come is what we pay an I content even if thoughts of you stir up emotion and I gotta vent I gotta let it out an put it out cause how deep is your love mine a bottomless pit an your is just a deep end pit and when you hit the ground you jump back up an forget I exist you walk around like I ain't what made you shape you pull you up fix your mind held you by myside while you left me in the shadow I would have drown in my bottomless pit but I learn how to float and not go deep because ain't every one built for a love like this they can't comprehend the length I go for the one I love they don't see the deepness of the motion and the meaning be hind a love token