In Too Deep

May 15, 2016

I'm one month clean from purging today

The better I start to see myself become, the more confused I feel

I'm not sure if I'm ready to be happy

I've been chronically sad for three years and I feel numb to anything and everything

else

I miss the comfortability of sadness

I don't know how to feel anything other than pain

What hurts me the most is that I'm still trying to get over you and it's been two years

You don't care, you never did

You swore you could fix everyone

But not me

You broke me and you sit back and watch me silently die a little bit more everyday

Trust issues, eating disorders, flashbacks of abuse, a crushed soul

These are what I am made of

For a second you made me believe that you could accept me, scars and all

Once you realized you were in too deep, you vanished....for good

I have yet to hear from you

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