Too many emotions

I forgive you i really do but i can't forget i really can't , If I'm being honest I don't think I can ever let it go cause the swift thought of it haunts my soul. I've been rejected before and I don't know what I was lacking but now I have someone who acknowledges what I'm packing . Poetry i can't write but for you I'll whip up anything I can to make you smile . I am not well known for being kind but with you I turn generous giving off my heart , my time , my love Love a capricious anomaly about to bust but not us though we won't be a thing of the past we won't rust , we won't turn into dust . People are out there talking trash saying we are just like other couples with that a hue held together with a bit of glue but how do I tell them that isn't true , we are together we are for real.  When all this started you were a mystery but I hope this won't end this won't be history . The feelings I have for you I wear on my chest like a crest . I can't wait for that time when we get to stand in front of a priest . What can I say i like to think ahead  I hope you feel the same way , tell me we'll be together til we turn grey . I gave you the keys to the gate use my heart as a base. My gifts fir you may be cheap but mind you they come from a place way deep ....... whatever you do with them they're yours to keep.