Too Scared

I fear a lot of things.

I fear most anything.

Yes, you know I'm scared.

I'm scared of mirrors,

scared of blood.

Most of all I'm scared of you.

This fear is like an addiction.

One I can't leave behind,

but, One I hold onto for my future.

No, not a phobia.

Not something that makes me want to leave.

This fear makes me want to stay. 

I want to stay close to you.

I'll cry when I see a mirror,

faint when I see blood.

But I die...

everytime I leave you.