On Top

I’ve loved too long, fallen too hard With an open heart that shows all my scars And I don’t believe in wearing my heart on my sleeve It makes it hard to breathe and too easy to bleed I said I love you, then you said it too But the difference between us was that I didn’t lie to you I should have known you lied but when I looked in your eyes I didn’t see you disguise so I was caught by surprise I heard you’re finally back on your feet Cause you couldn’t take your final defeat I know I cut you deep but to me it felt sweet You had your turn on top but I pushed you off when my gun went pop How does it feel to have the losing hand Or can’t you see me from where you stand When you said it was over that day You thought I’d crawl back begging you to stay You didn’t know you’d have it coming your way Now I’m on top and that’s the way it’ll stay