Touch Me, Kill Me.

Touch me.

I've been craving the feeling of being lit on fire from the inside out.

Touch me.

I look for that feeling in every man but, I just can't find it.

Touch me.

Because of you I'm tainted.

Touch me.

You are the reason I crave fire.

Touch me. 

You are the reason I crave destruction.

Touch me.

Look me in my eyes and tell me that you're sorry.

Touch me.

Screm your apologies to me until you can't breathe.

Touch me.

Tell me you regret.

Touch me.

Because I'm screaming on the inside wanting to let it out.

Tpuch me, 

I know you will.

You always do.

I know you will because,

every night you creep in my room to do just that.

I know you will because,

mom came home late today and went straight to sleep.

I know you will because,

you enjoy watching me crumble slowly.

Touch me. I've ingrained the feeling of your hands on my skin.

Touch me!

Touch me!

I'm telling you now to touch me!

Yet, you look  at me with cold stare.

Yet, you look lifeless.

Yet, you are not here.

It's just me.

Yet, I still feel your disgusting hands.

Yet, I still hear your terrifying voice.

Yet, I still remeber the terrible feeling of suffocation from when you placed a pillow on face.

Yet, I'm still waiting for you to come back .

Yet, I'm still terrified.

Terrified that you'll come back.

And if you do come back do just one thing for me. 

Kill me.

Kill me because I don't have it in me to do it myself.

Kill me because I can't live with your memory anymore.

Kill me because every night I have to cry myself to sleep because of you.

Kill me because you already killed me on the inside .

Kill me because you destroyed my soul.

Kill me because I'm just tired of hurting everytime I breathe.

Kill me!

Please kill me I'm begging you! 

I can't kill myself so please just,

Kill me.