Toxic love

What lies beneath a breach of integrity a struggling recovery plateaued Resulting in a eminent demise Forfeiting a prosperous balance Of what could have been one of the greatest feelings indulged Must be the wiser I struggle through my heart lays naked and pained almost certain I've never felt this way different struggles all of her own accepted my heart bleeds I can't get more need more... blinded... I lay in my own self-pity wishing praying seeing past the damage Im a lost soul not much more. I try to resist... I battle cry most alive by her side prove a must... twisted from my own emotions lost and scorn Hidden behind weathered eyes... Today I dream Tomorrow I thrive