The toxicities of life

I get put down, i get torn up This world goes on and noone cares Kinda makes you wonder why take it anymore The toxicities of life just runnin through your head The heart burning like a fiery fire Its not passion though, its pain You scream and cry You just think its time to die This pain wont cease, no it just wont leave You laugh and joke, thats because you dont know The pain i go through, this pain that you never knew It chills to the bone, leaves you shivering but not cold I wanna laugh, i wanna play I just cant with this poison in me everyday it just tears me apart, as if to rip out my heart The pain you cause its just to much Wanna leave, just let go I cant leave now i dont know how Release these chains, along with this pain Now i know its time to go To leave this life and the toxicities with it