Toy Boy

I try to write this poem 

Yet the words won’t come out 

An empty page and heart

I looks as darkness has filled this page

Another look and I see

The empty shell you’ve made me 

It’s not the pen, the poem, or the paper

But simply just me 

I finally opened my heart to be destroyed 

I remembered now 

You close your heart and don’t let anyone get close 

Otherwise you hurt

I broke the rules and fell in love 

Thought you were the one but I’m just a foolish boy

All I was to you was the blood you leeched on

A unwanted toy 

That’s all I am now 

My use is over 

So now you’ll get a new toy