On The Train (2)

At times, I’m confused

Bout my love for you.

Coming from

Deep inside

Entering my heart’s center, I

Feel confused.

Going back and forth

Hating you, hating me

In the midst

Joining hands with you

Keeping our mouths close

Loving each other

Moving like a current

Nothing can touch us

On and on

Prying to see why

Questions are surfacing

Rising in my throat

Suffocating and choking

The pain is too much

Under the covers

Visualizing a life without you

What could it be like?

X marks the spot

You will be fine

Zooming pass, me on the train