Trapped

My mouth wont open Mind cluttered, thoughts racing yet I cant speak Forget words, this pen has ink So I write this hoping one day you'll see it, and see what you had me thinking 'bout And realize what it meant to me, but I know you wont. Loving someone has never been this hard I feel like I'm on trial, feeling guilty for every laugh, giggle, and smile. Raising my hand I vow to love with my whole heart, hide nothing from you, love you and only you, never lie or hurt you, I vow to love you until I cant love anymore. I know I need to get a grip but still I wish I could say more with my lips. Forget speaking, I'll just type this stress. I would type until my mind goes blank, but I would be here for awhile.