Trapped by feelings

We were good friends and I ruined it 

I started getting feelings for you

I finally got the guts to tell you

All you could say was “I hate you”

”I never want to see you again”

I knew I was ugly 

I knew you were awesome

I ruined our friendship

I can’t stop thinking about you

You were my heart and soul

You are awesome

Well I thought you were

I would rather die alone

Than have my heart broken 

A million times