triste Psicosi

Which is better

depression or mania

What is worse

organic psychosis or obscure sadness 

You see the bright white i see the solemn 

grey

I don't mean to sound desperate but

everything is wrong

Black & grey & sometimes violent red

personified as what is inside my skull

Awareness of statistics- i preach comfort

Doubt of passion- i preach resilience 

I've not yet found the scraps of the torn

portrait but, man, do You seem to be 

stirring up a concoction of what i need

"it can't be that easy"

But what is better

overcoming or stabilizing

Truthfully, what is worse

staying or leaving

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