True love don't hurt

The way i look at you when your looking is away is a way i never saw in anyone else. After all the lies and hurtful things you did to me, i still stayed through the pain and fear of you doing the same mistakes over and over until i couldnt anymore. Even though i had a million reasons to leave, i still found that one reason to stay. I always told myself i wouldnt go through that, but still here i am putting with it. Is it a lesson to learn or am i being punished because i dont know my worth.