Trust

I'm afraid 😱 of trusting you 

I'm afraid of opening up to you

I'm afraid of you getting to close 

I'm afraid you will see the cracks in my life & judge me 

I'm afraid you will see things I hate about myself 

Im afraid that just won't understand why I am the way iam 

I'm afraid you will start looking at me different 

I'm afraid I won't fit in 

Im afraid you won't love me as much as I love 

I'm afraid you going to get terrified and walk away 

So I try to keep a safe distance from you 

They say that love is blind but I just can't take that chance