truth

I act as though im bulletproof

I act as though your words don't hurt me

I act as though im as confident in myself as the most precious thing in the world

I act as though i am tough

I act as though i knew what was coming

I act as though i know exactly what i'm doing

I act as though i don't care

I act as though nothing matters

I act as though it's all going to go away

I act as though i don't love you

I act as though everything you  do doesn't makes me happy

I act as though i never cared

I act as though i can't be hurt

I act as though my life is ok

I act as though my heart is hard enough that love can't affect me

I act as though i thought i would be able to do this

I act as though the sight of blood doesn't make me want to vomit

I act as though my feelings aren't meaningful

I act as though everything is perfect

The truth is i'm not bulletproof

The truth is your words do hurt me

The truth is i'm not confident at all

The truth is im weak

The truth is i didn't know what was coming

The truth is i have no idea what i'm doing

The truth is i care

The truth is everything matters

The truth is it's never going away

The truth is everything you do makes me happy

The truth is i cared

The truth is i can be hurt

The truth is my life is shifty

The truth is my heart is empty

The truth is i want to vomit at the sight of blood

The truth is my feelings kill me

The truth is nothing's perfect

Especially me and i hope you can accept that