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reality is harsh my skies are a dull, depressing gray i wish it didn't happen this way so when will it end? this up and down, these escalations it's just a rollercoaster of emotions, oh my all i do is try and try and try again i'm exhausted from fighting invisible demons that no one sees whether it's the skyline or the trees everything seems perfect to me, oh all except my infidelity oh no oh my all i do is try, try, try and i cry, cry, cry i'm a damn fool he used me like a tool what am i to you? am i just a lovely view? or your local curfew? this all comes with a price, it grips me like a vice your heart is cold as ice, darling but it will have to suffice watch me as i run away, all this fighting, all this screaming and ill-believing all i do is try.