Trying

Feeling like I'm only a bother

Wishing I could be the person your desire 

I just keep throwing gas on the fire 

Wanting the pain to end 

So our friendship can mend 

Haveing you in my life 

Is the only.thing that helps me at night

Hopeing one day u will see

And understand how hard this is for me 

I feel so trapped

I only want my best friend back

I miss the laughs we shared 

I miss feeling like you cared 

I know our relationship is over

I'm not confused on that

 just wishing our friendship can remain intake.