Trying to make sense to people while on an emotional roller coaster

Emotional roller coaster takes you thru many emotions. Something is throwing you off and not being yourself. You seem right the one moment but then the next moment you're not fine. Theres many things that can happen, you dont know when. it may make you happy or may upset you. you just have to get thru this. so much has happened this past year. its different where you are but for once you found somewhere you belong. maybe in this you can conquer the obstacles you have to go thru. you will see the good in this and it may take time and effort. someone may understand you in this, but you may be hard to understand to other people. it may be ridiculous how much you are going thru and how you are taking it. but look now you can understand me right now i was just having trouble on making sense to many people then and i am sorry i was having trouble making sense to you but guess what? i am having a better time on making sense to people now. in life you get good things but in life you can get bad things too things take time to get thru the hard times this past week wasn't easy it definetly was hard all the memories of last year made me emotional just remembering it makes it definetly something that would upset you its hard to get over it then this past week also was hard dealing with your friends getting in trouble dealing with your friends doing something that may hurt them dealing with your parents and stuff that may frusturate you or get upset over now a new dfferent week you were happy after an easy exam getting out early out of a class or two buying a t shirt but then you find out your friend got hit by a car she was hurt badly what does this do now it makes you upset you feel sad you wish it didn't hapen you feel concerned you feel a wave of emotion then you need to go to a meeting you ended up talking to someone that you now considered as a friend talked about how you are but also talk about different artists and which artist you need to youtube now then talk about different things with FFA like you talk about different stuff during that meeting with this person but you know what you felt better it definetly distracted you from what has been going on you know what you definetly need that you feel happier than you were being in a better mood is always an improvement improvement is always good in life it gets you further in life no matter what happens "life goes on"