Twice or more ?

Too angry too upset Too sad because of your silence not because of what you said I can picture you being with your loved one but I can't picture that you are intentionally ignoring me Am I that ugly or you're just way too busy That when you find a diamond piece You completely shut the door against me . I thought we'd always stay the same but hey you did this twice in a row Remember when you found yourself a girl? You shut me out and I freakingly moved on But then again you came back searching for me I always open my arms whenever you needed hugs and warm And brother you is all I ever asked and nothing more.