The Twisted Reasoning

Why?
Why does everything hurt?
Everything feels so backwards.
Each movement, each breath, each moment in time.
My life left empty as Amazo's complexion.
My soul dead as the deep blue ocean.
Love as short lived as the Earth itself.
Forward march shall we now.
Contrary to before my life is truly meaningless,
My one reason for living is not for me,
So shall i never achieve it,
So long as my reason's purpose is for me.
Such a twisted world around us,
Twurled and curled pain and suffering depression.
Why?
For what reason must two reasons be opposite to each other in order to be good together?
Hatred and pain is all i have left.
That is why i am who i am.
Thats why i breed the darkness.