Two Lives

One goes to school

the other sites in the darkness

I talk with my friends

the other has no friends

1 life is outgoing and

 The other is nothing

I smile and laugh

But the other just looks into darkness

I no longer know who the real me is

my two lives are mixing into one

It’s no longer 1 side and the other

Now I sit in darkness and look at nothing

I can't make it stop

My anger and pain is coming out

I do not want people to see this 

It scares me

I can no longer control it

I no longer have two life's

I have one life that use to have two different personalities

Now it’s all darkness and pain