The Ultimate Apprehension

As sucess knocks on my door 

I question myself

Am I going to answer or am I not ? 

As sucess awaits its entry 

I become apprehensive

But at the same time I am ready to embrace it 

Once I do I am anxious 

I reach my deepest anxiety 

Will I fail sucess or will sucess fail me ? 

Or will sucess become my best friend or my enemy ?

Sucess has become my ultimate apprehension.