UNANSWERED

Unanswered 

At the end of my day my heartaches makes way, 
With you deep locked in my mind right on time, 
You are not here, 
But I can stile feel you near ; 
Many miles of the blues you put in my heart , 
Empty so lonely inside, 
The cuts you given me are so deep I almost can't breath , 
I wipe away tear of fears you gave , 
''Why '' did you do all these bad things to me , 
I cry almost in a dead like way , 
Did you feel it ? Did you like what you see ? 
I am trying to hide my face from life , 
Empty memory's, takes over me , 
I close my eyes try to get some sleep, 
But your face comes to me in my dreams , 
Your voice scares me , 
This sadness inside of me is killing me , 
I begin to weep; 
Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, 
Just meet me in the stars,  
Waiting for you I will be. 
I think to my self over and over the promises and  
All those lies you given , 
You haunt me even when I can't see you I know 
You are there watching me , 
You made my life a living hell , 
My day's are so cold and gray , 
I'm always looking around like I'm some kinda clown, 
I will never be safe from you, 
Even if you are far away, 
When distance tends to keep us apart, 
I still hold you near in my heart. 
My mind remember every word you ever told me , 
It kill every inch of me , 
When the night go by ;  
I give out a sigh asking ''Why '' did you ever find me , 
''Why'' Did you ever want to hurt me ? 
Things you never answered;  
When you sleep at night do you have a smile on your face? 
For all the pain you gave ? 
I sit alone waiting for answers that will never come ,  
My pour heart has been set on run , 
Suddenly in the distance, a shadow appears, 
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear . 

Lilly Emery (C)