UNANSWERED

Unanswered 

At the end of my day my heartaches makes way
With you deep locked in my mind right on time
You are not here

But I can stile feel you near 
Many miles of the blues you put in my heart 
Empty so lonely inside

The cuts you given me are so deep I almost can't breath 
I wipe away tear of fears you gave 
''Why '' did you do all these bad things to me 
I cry almost in a dead like way 

Did you feel it? Did you like what you see? 
I am trying to hide my face from life 
Empty memory's takes over me 

I close my eyes try to get some sleep
But your face comes to me in my dreams 
Your voice scares me 

This sadness inside of me is killing me I begin to weep
Suddenly I remember what you once said to me
Just meet me in the stars

Waiting for you I will be
I think to my self over and over the promises and 
All those lies you given 

You haunt me even when I can't see you I know 
You are there watching me 
You made my life a living hell 

My day's are so cold and gray 
I'm always looking around like I'm some kinda clown
I will never be safe from you

Even if you are far away
When distance tends to keep us apart
I still hold you near in my heart

My mind remember every word you ever told me 
It kill every inch of me When the night go by 
I give out a sigh asking ''Why '' did you ever find me 
''Why'' Did you ever want to hurt me? 

Things you never answered 
When you sleep at night do you have a smile on your face? 
For all the pain you gave? 

I sit alone waiting for answers that will never come 
My pour heart has been set on run 
Suddenly in the distance a shadow appears
A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear. 

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)