unbelieveable

Scared  knowing everything  you do always comes back to haunt you 

And just in case all your friends you think that are there for you leave you 

Leaving no trace of ever being your "friend"  not even showing any signs coming back in your life

After that everything you had goes out that door never comimg back sending you into a depressed state 

Worrying your"loved " ones until themselves leave you only for you to end up facing your fears all by yourself  

Never feeling beautiful  always made fun of and scared to let them break down the walls you put  up to protect yourself from getting hurt more than you already have

Producing unhealthy thoughts  that form in the back of your mind  making you afraid of yourself and turning from that person whose was  down to earth and lovable into a depressed and dark person causing you to lose all who  told you  that they love you eventhough that they dont really mean it

its like they decieve you making everything they told you which you beleived a lie