(Un)certain and (Un)afraid
Dear Uncertainty,
Or are you fear?
Kismet’s keen eyes know you’ve troubled mine
Oh, how troubled I am
You send presents of eager sentiments
curses of dubious anxiety
Whenever you call, my mind is enthralled
though trapped in your nebula
I can see your meddling paint a future unsettling
I know you’ve plagued my past
Panic, your friend, also visited me again
you two- a troublesome couple
I have built a door
framed especially for you
Please, leave me in peace
And with the Lord’s help
I cast you out, you demon
Save my sanity
I sincerely ache to pursue sure confidence,
Sincerely wish to hop off this rickety fence
Sincerely trust God with my indecisiveness
Sincerely,
Unafraid