Uncertainty , my peace

My tears trapped behind my eyelids Unsure of when is the right time to cry The vibe of sorrow casts upon my body My soul cannot bare this sense of loneliness. His tears are my tears, his blood is mine, my brother i hate it when you cry The vision of pain overcoming him, something i can't control all the love i have can't even amount in words to describe, the pain i feel for a lack of a substantial relationship. Granddaddy & Grandma, ya'll are in a place of completion. May ya'll souls rest in peace. Free flowing tears, minutes, turn to hours && they just can't stop Lack of sleep & my heart has dropped when things may start to be looking up, everything goes back down I feel a sense of emptiness, this pain i cant endure God, i believe in you & everything you do. I'm now leaving my life up to you.