Unconditional

I confess I'm a mess Who deserves to treat you this way? Piece by piece I'll undress the things i try to hide From my only guide to live this life successfully Worry free Right along with me Hand in hand But here I stand neglecting thee But what i have done has disgraced me Broken me And all the unnecessary hurt has seeped through the hole where he would have filled me But I couldn't let him be Oh i asked for trouble I begged for it I gave it directions to me I locked my spirit man up so he couldn't rescue me From worldly things I invited the enemy into my dreams I let him him help me plan my evil schemes While Jesus was knocking at my door I did quiet dirty things Drove my self to being as weak as a rose petal And after all of that I hear my father Weeping crying out to me I Love You even now! Without you having the smallest thought to turn away If you ever decide to I'm here to help you And then a re-connection, a confession , a heart to heart A turning away And right when I least expected an army of sin has bombarded me Back to my knees again But he's holding my hand To pull me, push me back up again Unconditionally forever with me In every struggle I see He stands in the gap for me Just to fight for me