Uncontrolled

Sometimes I feel so resentful Like an outcast An outsider that doesn't belong because as the time passes by my presence Isn't anything special Unimportant Unappreciated I never minded being alone And always liked being indepent Until being alone drove me crazy Suicidal thoughts creep in Four walls caving in Heart pounding I'm running from myself Doing anything possible to keep my self occupied Consumed with making others happy Neglecting myself As I slowly fade into the Pits of my soul I'm Lost Depressed And slowly loosing my strength