Undecided

by mbt13579

July 19, 2013

Have you ever had that feeling

When you know you love someone

But then you turn around

And your brain and heart collide.

You want to love,

But your just not sure

Of all the things

That you loved one does

He can be crazy,

He can be good,

He can be your crutch,

Or be the broken arm.

So when I sit down to think

And decide for myself,

I must go through

Everything that has come to pass.

I moved to this small town

When I was five

I walked into the small church,

And met the tall jerk.

I must make it known

That I did not think highly

Of him for the first few years.

Then as time went by,

We became a lot closer.

We would laugh,

We would cry,

We would talk, and conspire

We then claimed each other

To be our closest friend.

Until the day he made his feelings known

And I to him.

I must admit that I have been in love with him for four years.

And now that I have him,

Everything has changed.

I don’t know why,

And I don’t know how.

All I know is that things aren’t the same.

Don’t get me wrong, I do love this boy.

But sometimes I have to think,

Am I really in love,

With a guy like this.

He embraces me every time we meet.

He holds me tight.

He makes it known ,

That I am his,

And he is mine.

But he can be sarcastic

Now this I do not like.

Although everyone has their faults,

This one I can not deny.

It is frustrating,

When I try to say something friendly,

Then he comes back with words

That make everything go very dimly.

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