Undecided love

I can't have you the way that I want.  You'll let me in-even torture you- but you won't let me break you... I like that; But will you be the dominate person and let me misguide you? Manipulate you? Can I trust you to take the right path no matter how many times I try to detour you from it? Could you still love me? Do you trust me? I wont...Because I know what I am. 

 

I want to see how long you can last under constant pressure... Will you feed my satisfaction and break? Or crawl and grovel under the weight, bear it even, to become the hardest diamond that can't be cut? Can you fill that curiosity? Show me! Are you weak? Will you snap? Let me test how far your spine bends- It'll be fun, well, not on your side perhaps...

 

I'm sorry. It's just a countermeasure to make sure my affections won't lead to my demise first. It's just... It can't happen again, so think of it as a test, yeah... a test seems the right way to phrase it. Oh, this is the only time I'll apologize for your undoing; I'm so sorry.