Under The Influence

Baby you should let me love you… and show you all that I am capable of. But you say I’m just a friend… the seven word phrase with the six letter word that I never wanted to be associated with. I wanna be your… girl… and oh how long I have waited to hear you say such a name in my direction. Darling you are the only exception… from the unwritten law of my heart, that any trespassers will be banished and exiled to the land of my ever fading memory. I am ready for love… sings the thuds of my weary heart; yearning with a passion and a fire to beat in unison with yours. If you just realize what I just realized… then no words would need to be said, no questions asked, no doubts explored. I get so weak… when you draw near that sometimes I have to sit and catch my breath when you draw near. But before I let you go… I have something that I must express… If I could make you feel my love then maybe you would understand, there is no measurement to express the nature of my heart. If you were worried ‘bout where I’ve been or who I saw or… don’t be, there is no need to when the very air in lungs hold the code to unlock my guarded soul. No matter how far I go, and no matter how long it takes I will find my way to you. Any object in my way is just a figment of your worries imagination. Oh when your cold, I’ll be there, hold you tight to me; being the sunshine on your darkest days. Using my UV rays to soak up any ounce of sadness and pain displayed through your countenance. I digress… You live in a mindset that I could never move to; until you find yourself it’s impossible to loss you… because I never had you, although I would be glad to… (clears throat) sorry I’m under the influence