Unfitted cliques

 

I'm glad you had tried to be deceitful and all 

thinking i didn't have feelings but don't worry 

I took those feelings to ground buried them so 

far down, that no sun nor water could give them 

the power to grow on me again, people

 asked me how I felt about you and I replied back with a question "who are you talking about pretending I didn't know who they was 

referring to 

like the truth is I didn't forget, feelings were gone but the memories stuck in you made me feel I wasn't comfortable and in secured the

 body I was living in I couldn't fit in your crowd I couldn't fit in your clique man I wish it would've clicked in my mind along time ago when my moma told me I was beautiful and I must admit you should've listened to even though sometimes 

it was hard to take in like a bullet through a vest that was bullet proof I used to go crazy breaking mirrors 

like that's what had made me perfection was a disorder like I had ADHD got me picking flowers about myself like she love no she hates me man I used to hate me 

but this is what happens when you're born into a society of labels you got to have this and you got to have that unless you don't got nothing 

that's not true because I have a brain and I'm still finding my purpose I have realized I am worth it

i don't have to be in your click i don't now and I didn't then and I hope you can find your true beauty well after this is sent a special letter to my old high school friends