Uninterrupted silence

This poem I wrote you was signed by me at the bottom with the blood of my love,

Hoping that somehow you will understand me,

Didn't want to have to resort to plan b,

Because I brought you around my family,

Now with my unnecessary actions and the respect that you were lacking,

I choose silence,

This road only leads to emotional abuse and violence,

And I'm already traumatized by the sirens,

We both come from chaotic environments,

To be quite frank I'm tired of it,

All you see on the news,

Are deaths and catastrophes,

That's why our society's perceptions are so negatively viewed,

We don't have a choice to choose,

Only adapt and move,

Those times alone listening to rap on my phone,

Because those words felt like home,

Miss you X,

You were the best,

Still scream that shit with my chest,

And the day you got robbed I wish you had a vest,

So you could have had a chance of living,

See your son growing,

Reap the fruits of your labor,

I'm a do you a favor and carry your message forever, now, and later