Unlovable love

Nothing hurts than someone loving you but you dont love back, But nothing hurts most than you loving someone who doesnt love you, All the pain makes you a poet, Seeing her with another man, All the pain makes you a motivational speaker, With all the blue ticks you seek from her, Doing every single thing to please her, But she ain't seeing anything, Just a normal man, But you see her as a Queen as an empress, Feeling your heart with all the regrets, Why did i fall for her? Why am I in this all pain? Why is it me to suffer because of love, When their is numerous ladies around, Why can I not win her, With all the qualities I have, Making me liking everything she loves, But am just dummy she only gave me her number to add on her views, Nothing more or is it only my views, Am stuck with no clues, But deep down I still love her