don't touch me! don't look at me with your eyes!

let go of me!

times like this scars reappear.

fall on the cold ground,

embrace the air,

curl in a ball.

try to feel anything other than you.

rock back and forth,

heavy shallow breaths.

disoriented,

souless,

stolen,

hurt,

pain,

cold,

agony!

help me

these scars hurt, they burn!

etched into my mind, into my being.

can anyone help?