Unnoticed

I used to believe you were in no condition to be a dad I felt like I had no father. But it didn't hurt THIS bad. Dag... I feel like God made a mistake wheb he made me I can't pretend to be okay when I feel like the world hates me Once again I'm going through another heartbreak Guess I gave her my heart, same rookie mistake Sometimes I think there was nothing different about it But there is. This time you're not around for me to talk about it Got tears streaming down my cheek over idiotic stuff As if mournin' your death isn't problem enough It hurts. And that we can't talk only makes it hurt worse I'm goin' insane in solitude while my anger only spurts! How can I love when I can't even love myself? I hope you're in heaven. I've had enough of this life myself I can't stand to feel. I almost don't even blame you for drinking I am my own worst enemy when I sit alone thinking Does ANYBODY notice?