unparallel

I wish I was confident enough in myself to just ask.

I do not enjoy rejection and thats a fault I bare but hate.

One should not base future joy on dreams of what it could be.

I guess I should take a leap of faith by I'm scared .

I loathe rejection but I love being wanted.

I've tried to put myslef out there before and I was a life short of heartbroken.

I was wanted enough to know that I could pick my filthy heart from the ground and repair

what had been scared and bruised from previous afflictions.

I really would just like to know if emotions were spread through his cranium

 like wanes of speculation.

But yet again, I lack what it takes to confirm this hypothesis.

I'd love him to teach me actually, if its something he knoews well.

I'd hope so,

I'd hope he knows well how to love as I do.

As I know how love feels, how good love feels , not ordinary love.

I imagine that's how he loves.

I imagine that's how he'll love me, at least I hope.

I've drempt of this.

Not once or twice, but on numerous occations I've lost conciousness exsisting in

unparalleled universes.

Universes where only he and I coexist.

The world of just US.

The beauty is unfathomable.

Like delicate strands of essiential DNA we are so much the same, but differ in so many 

ways.

Two totally diffrent people put on this planet to find each other.